Losing it!


I’m losing my mind. Last night I actually had some intensely Satanic dreams. I don’t remember the details, but for the first time ever, I remember actually, in the dream being o.k. with it, actually, really believing it, like REALLY, I remember chanting from Goddesses clip “666 the Number of the Beast”,and again like really really being into it, like it not being a nightmare. I don’t regret it, I only make note of it.I accept Satan, and hope that these dreams continue and increase.

I’m losing my discipline concerning my promised clip. Its not Her fault as far as I can tell. The clip I’ve ordered SHOULD take a long time to produce, but the waiting is driving me over the edge.


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